today is one of those days where i’m feeling all of the resentment i have towards people in my past that have discouraged me from being an artist and going to art school. even as i’m literally about to move to a new city in a week, and go to art school in two weeks, all i want is to call each person up on the phone and tell them to go fuck themselves (etc.). god i’m so angry. even if i KNOW the only reason they discouraged me is because they’re miserable and insecure and they don’t have the backbone to go off the beaten path and do a god damn thing for themselves. i would hate to be them, tbh.

therapy ALWAYS gets me fucked up like this, i swear. UGH. i’m also a couple days out from getting my period and i justttt want toooo screammm lol